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ExitByDeath ExitByDeath I'm of the old. Not one of many, but many of one. Here lie my art, confessions, dreams, fictions, guesses, hallucinations, lamentations, observations, phantasies, thoughts. I am nothing and no one; neither shepherd nor prophet, a lost soul, a sinner. — And surely, not an alien.

““Because the gate is narrow and the way is hard pressed which leads to life, and there are few who find it.” — Mattithyahu (Matthew) 7:14
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A chilling pondering questioning our existence in an unnatural realm, cut off from divine beings, with no clear guidance or purpose.


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The last episode was called The Chicken Tree. Funny name, but it was a horror show. Horror episode. Let's continue on that. Why are we here? What are we doing here? this place so-called earth. We are not on earth anymore. We were actually never on earth. I don't know where this place is, but this ain't earth. There's nothing natural about anything here. Not about us. Barely even the animals. They are supposed to live here. You can see them. But us, we are not supposed to be here. I don't think so. I mean, we need to cut our nails, cut the hair, the hair grows abnormally long. Why? Why is that? If you don't cut your hair, it's going to just keep growing. That just that is weird. Why is nobody thinking about it? Why do you need to go to a salon to cut your hair? Why Why do you need to cut your hair at all? Don't you find it strange? It doesn't make sense. Why is nobody thinking about these things? Why is nobody realizing? Why everybody is saying it? What animal needs to cut hair? Go to salon. Cut my hair. Hello. Please cut my hair. Cut my beard. The beard. You don't cut it. It's going to grow until your knees all the way down to to your toes. Toenails. You You don't cut them. You You won't be able to walk. They will grow out long and all kinds of nasty shapes and weird. Maybe we are in hell. Like maybe hell is this way. I mean hell is maybe I mean okay I get it the Bible. I do believe the Bible. I'm just speculating here. But what if this is some kind of preheld? I mean you you got the hell where you burn and stuff but this this place is kind of like prehell. Either you go burning or I don't know maybe you get saved and go to heaven. I know I won't. I'm a sinner obviously. But I wonder because if you were in hell and you would burn forever, burn and burn and burn and burn, at some point I think you would get used to it that the suffering would end. You would say, "Okay, I'm in hell. I'm going to burn forever and ever and ever and ever. It will never end. And this is where I will be. This this is my home. My home is hell. And here I am. Fine. That's keep on burning. At least in a way you you kind of get calm. You won't have anything unknown anymore. There's no future. There is no there maybe there was maybe past but there's only present and f there's no future. I mean the future is the same always burning. And in a way it's it's calming. It would calm me down personally that knowing that okay here I am I'm burning. I'm suffering and this is it. There's nothing more. There won't be anymore. But here in this place, we don't know. It's like maybe you get saved, maybe you go burning, maybe this, maybe that, maybe anything, maybe everything, maybe nothing. Nobody knows. It's it's the unknown that is very extremely disturbing to me. It's very disturbing. I I I don't understand how people so-called humans can function in this unknown state. Well, actually this is not an unknown state. I'm not talking quantum quantum theory here as in unknown future. They don't know what's what will be and then they will die and they're so okay with it. I think this is hell and this is hell. And you you build a home. You cut your trees like a chicken as my last episode talking about it. You got your chicken tree and you got your nice little home there and you build it and you fix your carpets and walls and couches and you get a nice car and but it's all temporary. They will all be taken away from you. Every one of it. every single piece of not even a page of book you can keep for yourself you will die 100% zero chance of survival basically 100% chance you will die zero chance that you won't die zero I think this is hell this in this state this is a kind a kind of hell because there is no static item There is no static point. There is nothing to hold on to. Friends die, family die, parents die. If you're lucky, you will see them die. As in it means you were get you were lucky enough to get old and you see others die. That that's the that's the lucky on this place. I mean, they go like, "Oh, I'm old. I'm so lucky." You're lucky to see everybody die. And if you are quote unquote unlucky, then you don't get to see them die. It means you died. So it's like either you see others die or you die yourself. The whole thing is disturbing. It just doesn't make sense. And then nobody knows anything. Nobody knows anything. You can't ask for help from anybody. There is no guidance. There's nothing. There's the Bible, but the Bible is extremely difficult to understand or read and there are so many different translations that makes your head spin and obviously one is wrong, one is right, one is this way, one is that way. I I keep changing Bibles. Then I realize, oh, this one removed God names, God's name. This one removed his son's name. Why are they removing them? What is going on? I don't know Greek language. It's a difficult language. The text is written in Greek, old Greek. And where are the rest of it? The pages. Is it hidden in Vatican? Who who has the rest of it? I mean, clearly there is missing information in in the Bible. Clearly. And there is a section in the Bible. There's a verse um I think I'm not sure just paraphrasing my memory is not good. never expect that one of the apostles was saying Yahushua or Yeshua God's son that people usually call him Jesus he said so many things that it would take so many books to write about it and I think I mentioned this in some other episode now where why did they not write these things down where is the rest of it I want to know where is the rest of the information it's just cut off what happened to Adam and Eve. Where are the graves? Where are they? There are no prophets anymore. There are no mystical anything. There are no guidance. There are no angels. You can't see any angels no more. Something has happened. Okay? We have to realize that something has happened. I think maybe after the time of Yahushua, Yeshua or a bit before him, something changed. Something is error. Something is not right around here. We can't see anymore. The angels, the the beings, even the demons and the even the the fallen ones, the the giants, they're all gone dead. But even the demons, we cannot see them anymore physically. Or the the people who go on DMT, they call these beings machine elves. the little the little ones and running around and doing things and dancing and giving you advice or tricking you. I'm not sure what they're doing. I'm sure they're always around us. At least around me, I can feel them. Like right now in my room, they're full of them. They're maybe listening to me or playing around, moving things around, but we can't physically see them. And why is that? We are like, it's like a punishment or outcast. We are like outcasted into this meat body, wobbly meat body. We are imprisoned in it. We can't see anymore the other things that God made, the other beings, the angels. We are cut off. There's nothing. And I I I see and read, well, not see. I mean, I read and and I I I seen videos of people that talk about Yeshua Yeshua talk to us. I the Holy Spirit they call it or holy ghost or holy breath. I I use holy aesh that uh they get guidance and they they but they talk as if they physically hear words. I have doubt on this. I'm not calling them a liar or anything. I just it does it's it's strange to me because nobody else does. Nobody hears words. I don't think we can hear words anymore. I think Yahushua Yeshua I'm not sure how to say his name. So I use both Yahushua Yeshua. I'm not comfortable with using Jesus. I think he was the last. That was it. He came here. He he did his thing and he told us his thing that things that God told him to tell us to lead us back to God Yahweh almighty one. And after that there are there are no mysteries anymore and people buying crystals and searching and on ex especially the social media platforms full of them. It's full of these new aagers. I don't I don't even know what they call it. They're so awake new age. Oh, look at my crystals. because you got to do this healing that there is no healing. Look around who's healing. They're all dropping dead. The hospitals are expanding. Does that look like healing happening? Does that look like immortality is on the way? No, it doesn't. Everybody's dying. They drop they're dropping like flies around us. Our own family and we ourselves we will drop on next day people talking about oh no wait you eat a bit honey with a little lemon and you get healed up. Sure you do, buddy. Sure you do. I I don't think so. Honestly, I don't think so. Of course, there is this placebo effect. Sure. But placebo I don't know. I I I can't talk pronounce words correctly. Sorry. I'm I'm an alien. I'm not from here. I don't know how to talk. Yes, English is my first language. No, I'm not some weirdo. I I just have a problem with language. I know other languages. is the same problem with them. Nobody knows where I'm from. I don't even know where I'm from. I'm from hell. I used to say maybe I'm from her. Getting a second chance and I'm failing at it. Either way, I don't know what to call this episode. But one thing is for sure. Nobody knows what's going on. Nobody has any connection to above or below directly like physically. And I will end this episode as I often say, what the hell is going on? Thank you and goodbye.
2025-09-05 15:33:54
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