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As far as I know, back in the days, they didn't want to pronounce the tetra grammat, which is Yahweh, God's name, almighty one. So I think as as far as I know they used different words and one of them is Adonai. So instead of Yahweh they typed Adonai and mix of these two words Yahweh and Adonai they sometimes read it as Yhovah kind of like to remind the reader to not use Yahweh to rem to remember that it's Adonai. because they thought his name is too holy to pronounce to say say out loud. But I personally disagree with it because because God's name is important to know and I think he was very big on the name the 10 commandments. He says my name is Yahweh. There is no other. I'm paraphrasing. Of course, God forgive me. I I don't have the Bible in front of me. And even the name of his son that I use Yahosua or Yeshua that people call call Jesus. The name itself Yahushua means Yahweh is salvation. So the son's name even has the father's name in it literally means Yahweh is salvation. So we must not forget his name at all. It's important as important as you have a friend that you you need to know their name. Why would you not know God's name? He gave it to us. And about the son that they call Jesus, uh, I have done some research trying to I mean my stupid way of research and using AI tools, different AI tools. So it's typed Yahosua or Yeshua, but they remove the ho from it, which is a reference to Yahweh. So Yahushua literally means Yahweh is salvation and Yeshua is the shorter term of it more more casual. It still means the same. So personally I'm confused which one to use. So AI tells me that it's most likely Yeshua, but the actual full word name is Yah. I'm sorry. Yahosua. So I would like to respect the son to pronounce his name fully correctly. So I guess it's Yeshua. But at the same time I want to respect Yahweh by not removing the reference from his name from the son's name. Uh, and actually we don't know, at least AI tells me we don't know if they called him Yahosua or Yeshua. It says most likely he was called Yeshua, but maybe in more official manners or in prayers perhaps. I don't know. Maybe they actually used Yahushua. So that's why I'm confused about these two. God forgive me. Yesua Yeshua forgive me. So I kind of started using both of the words when I call his name I use Yahushua/ Yeshua. So I say Yahushua Yeshua thank you for example. Um and this is my thoughts about the names and holy spirit that is called now. I think it was called holy ghost but people mistake ghost with dead people or something like that. So they changed it from using ghost to using spirit, holy spirit because kind of different meaning now in modern English. U but the actual meaning is kind of like a breath. So like holy breath ru it's not like breath breathing but like kind of like spirit breath. I I don't it's hard to explain. And it's hard to understand it. I don't understand it fully. So in Hebrew term it's called ruak hakodesh. It means holy uh holy spirit. So so to speak. So in English because again I'm confused. I mean no disrespect. So I try to be as correct as possible in my stupid way. I'm not saying anybody else is incorrect or I am correct. I don't know. According to me, this is what's correct. So I use holy ru hakadesh. I know I add an extra holy in English and then I say hakadesh but it's okay. I mean extra holy added to it is more respect I guess. So again I I mean no disrespect to to God to the son and his how to say wisdom or energy I don't know holy ruagesh I I don't understand truly I don't understand so and I'm not better than anybody else because I just try to pronounce the names correctly as as much as I can understand it. I mean again I could be completely off. I could be completely wrong. Also I don't think it does makes me it does make me feel better than anybody else or make me even better than anybody. I mean I I don't feel I'm better than anybody. I just feel it's more correct. It doesn't mean I am better than anybody else. I'm I'm a sinner. I'm lowest of the law. I I don't claim to be anybody or anything. Nothing. I'm nothing and no one. So, some people get offended by this, I guess, but uh that's not my intention. But to me personally, I use Yahweh, Yahushua, Yeshua, and Holy Rahesh. These these are the three words that I use personally and I feel comfortable about it to use it and I needed to make a small short podcast episode about this because I think personally names are important. Of course, just because I pray in the let's say for example I'm correct about the name. Just because I pray this way, use the correct name doesn't make me again better than anybody else doesn't make my prayers stronger or anything. I mean I'm a sinner. The thing is I think prayers are yes very important but the fruits of the work that's more important. I mean keeping the law actually keeping it following it doing it that's that's important. So and certainly I I don't do it because all kinds of things lust of flesh sinner laziness laziness egoism all kind of things panic fear inability not understanding not taking seriously even though I'm actually very scared I'm worried I don't want to go to hell who wants to go to hell nobody and I usually They will often say that I come from hell. Maybe I do. Maybe they sent me back from hell to here to get a second chance on failing it. So, but yeah, back to the name. I think that names are important because imagine you are in a crowd. Is a very stupid example. No offense to God or anybody else. You are in a crowd and your name is John. and somebody yells, "Yo, whatever. Yo, blah, blah, blah." You won't turn your head, will you? It's not your name. Blah blah blah is not your name. John is your name. Why would you care? People screaming blah blah blah blah blah blah, but you're not listening because your name is John. And that's why I think names are important in prayers. Another thing is for example, let's say your house is on fire and the emergency number is 911. You got to call 911, right? If you call 666 or 1 2 3, nobody answers or if somebody even answers, they won't come. That's not the fire department. So, your house is going to burn down. Nobody comes to save you. So I'm thinking what if the name is part of the importance in the prayer I mean how we start the prayer is with the name is it's sort of like calling calling the father calling the son in the correct term so they may perhaps maybe they we get your their attention so to speak so they listen to us I mean imagine even you have a friend or a any kind of pet maybe. Everyone has a name. If you don't use the name, they won't respond to you. Or if you have a friend and you don't use their name and you pick up some nickname or title or some random thing, you feel that I want to use this. What if your friend doesn't like you? That's not nice, right? He he might be offended. He might feel disrespected. Says, "Hey, my name is John. Why do you call me blah blah blah? I'm sick of it, for example. And now I apply that low example to to God. And then then I get scared, you know. Then I get like, okay, we I got to respect God. And God is a title. The creator is a title, almighty one, most holy one, most high. All of these are titles. They are not names. But Yahweh is a name is their name in is his name as far as I can understand. That's how you pronounce it in in Hebrew. Yahweh. I think that's the 90% plus chance of that's how the name is pronounced. Again, I don't know. That's how I spell it. That that's how I pronounce it. Yah. Yahweh. Yahushua Yeshua and holy hakadesh. That's my understanding. That's what I use. And there's a lot of discussion up and down about these things. I used to discuss it, but I I don't go there anymore. I don't want to force my beliefs or whatever you want to call it on people. Also, I'm not a prophet. I don't know what if I'm wrong. What if I'm dragging people down the wrong path? And that's scary, too. I don't want to do that. I used to do that like I think like oh yeah I know this maybe this is correct but then a while after that I realized oh that wasn't the correct way that was error what is I'm wrong what if I'm wrong now I don't know right so I'm not I'm not going to argue with people that no you have to use this you have to do that I'm just stating my own belief and whoever feels like maybe I'm right maybe I'm wrong. They can they can use it. They can maybe at least think about it at least about the pronouncing the name correctly. So we call him in the correct respectful manner. And of course then prayers are hard and following their commandments and rules and laws extremely difficult. At least for me many are all of all of people actually not just many just everyone everyone is better than me I I have realized that so I'm not claiming to be anything better than anybody else even I I am trying to seek the narrow hardpress path very difficult I don't know even if I I don't want to claim that I'm on it Even I am not even claiming that I am seeking it. See, see I am trying to try to seek it. Maybe because things are so confusing. Nobody knows anything as far as I can tell. Everybody is guessing this and guessing that and everyone is confused and the books are changed and edited and translated and all kinds of it's all very difficult. So yeah, that's that's how I see it. I'm trying to try trying to try to find the way, but of course I don't think I will make it. Everyone I know that died, well, everyone I knew that died, they went underground. Nobody went to heaven as far as I could understand or see. So nobody gets any miracles or healing or nothing. Everybody seemed dropping like flies. They die and they go underground. So I don't know. And they are much better than me. My grandma for example, bless her soul, she was an amazing lady. Okay. I I can't see at all that she had any sin whatsoever. She did her best. Never even complained. many other relatives, many other friends, family or other people that I knew, they are all so much better than me. And I seen them dead. And what happens to them? They went underground. They didn't go to heaven. So now I'm imagining what about me? I'm the worst of them all. I'm lowest of the law. Not of just of them, but of everyone on earth. That's that's my stance. I'm still somewhere in me in my ego hoping this is wrong. No, I'm I'm good. I'm not that bad. But really, no, I'm not good. I don't follow the laws. I I I'm sinning. I'm all kinds of bad. So, yeah, that's uh I'm probably going to hell and but I'm I'm I'm seeking I'm trying to seek. I'm trying to try to seek. hard to even say it because I don't even know if my try is even a try. You know, I could be so off so wrong that I don't know because life is hard and doesn't look to get easier but as years pass on and years coming and years going and I don't know things seem to get just heavier. I haven't seen miracles or Maybe there have there have there have been maybe there have been miracles but I didn't understand them for example. I don't know that either. That's how stupid they are. I don't know anything. I don't know anything. But I know I would like to not go to hell. But I also am pretty sure pretty pretty pretty pretty sure that I'm not accepted in heaven. No way. I am not that kind of clean soul or spirit. I I am nothing. Why would they accept me in he in heaven? Not a chance, right? That's that's my thought. But I'm kind of still trying. I don't know until the last breath, I guess. Although deep within me is there is a hopelessness honestly because I feel like I fail and fail and fail and fail and my prayers don't seem to I don't know I don't want to offend God more than I usually do. So whether I don't talk about that too much but yeah so I'll end it by this according to me and my beliefs his name is Yahweh his son's name is Yahosua Yeshua and there is holy Ruah Hakadesh and I apologize because of the wind I don't have a nice microphone yet I need to get one and when I'm walking outside and recording this, the the wind comes and it kind of blows into the microphone. I'm sorry. I know it's can be annoying or difficult to listen to it, but please bear with me. I will try to get a better microphone because I'm just using my phone to record this right now and there's a lot going on in my life. So, I don't really have time to go pick out a microphone for a phone. And anyway, sorry for the wind. I hope you still listened to it and didn't get too annoyed. I will try to not talk when there is wind. Well, bless be Yahweh's name. Thank you and goodbye.