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because the gate is narrow and the way is hard pressed which leads to life and there are few who find it. Matthew 7:14. I'm going to repeat again because the gate is narrow and the way is hardpressed which leads to life and there are few who find it. There are few who find it. This is a very key word here. I think this verse is very important. one of the most important in the Bible I think because today we can see billions of people calling themselves Christians or but are they actually Christians but that's kind of another subject for now let's pause that subject back to the few who find it by few how many do you consider few versus many I mean billions obviously cannot possibly be counted as few so it's very clear they are wrong they're all wrong no offense to them I'm not saying I'm right I'm just saying I don't think they are on the right path because the path to life is supposed to be tiny narrow path and there are very few who find it so how can billions I found it. No way. Just no way. How about a few millions? It's still not a few. I mean, it's still millions. How about a hund a few hundred thousands? Hundreds of thousands maybe or a 100 thousand. I think that's still too many. I mean, it's not a lot compared to billions, but still too many to be called few. So I think by few this verse perhaps means a few thousand that that that can make sense to a few thousand will find the path to life. Of course it doesn't mean everybody else everyone else won't be saved. I I don't know that. I mean I can't be this that arrogant to say hey you're all going to hell. I know for sure I'm going to hell. That's for sure. I'm a sinner. So, let me confess it right now. I'm a sinner. I'm no prophet, nothing, and no one. And claim to know anything. Just I'm just talking. So, I think there's only a few thousand who find this path, narrow path. And I'm seeking it. I'm trying to. I most probably will fail just like the other millions and billions of people. Maybe I think, "Oh, here it is. I found it." But I'll fail and go right to hell, for example. Most probably, I can't even say I don't know. Or maybe I'm more like 99.99999% I will go to hell. So back to the subject. So so many people call themselves Christians. But if you look around actually I'm not judging everybody of course but at least on social media there are many who call themselves Christians the followers of the person they call Jesus that uh I call Yahushua or Yeshua because I would like to use the the more correct version of his name because I think names should not be translated. Of course, I can be wrong still. This is my own research by searching online, talking to AI, trying to find out what's really truth. I I'm not claiming it is true. I think his name is actually Yahushua, Yeshua. So, I use both of them. Yahushua, Yeshua, out of respect, not out of disrespect. So they call themselves followers of Yahushua, Yeshua. They are so hateful. I mean they are really hateful. These people are strangely hateful and they are extremely vocal. Or maybe it's the social media that gives them an extra loud voice for some reason. I don't know what's going on. But I can see how they can be Christians. I don't see them as Christians, honestly. How can you be Christian and hate others and they hate different races than them or different religion or immigrants? They hate immigrants. Like why Yeshua said love your enemy. He didn't say hate your enemy. On top of that, I'm not saying immigrants are enemy. I don't know how they see immigrants as enemy even. They are just people walking around, wandering around earth looking for a better place to to live, to have a family. They are not enemy. They're people just like everybody else. And I I personally dislike countries. I don't think countries should exist at all. No borders, nothing. This is one planet or one realm, so to speak, and you should just pick up and go where you want to go. Why? Why? Why do I have to call this place this country and that place that country? I'm not allowed to pass from this side to that side. I mean, it doesn't make any sense to me. Honestly, it does not make any sense to me. Either way, so a person want to move from here to there. Now, suddenly he's the enemy or she's the enemy because oh my god, they coming. They coming. Oh my god. Well, who is coming? It's all people. We all bleed red, you know, don't we? I think I do. My blood is pretty red. It's kind of actually pink, which is odd. So, yeah, I don't I don't see such people as Christians at all. That's just no way. You can't claim that you're a Christian and following Yahushua Yeshua and yet you hate others. Even if you hate actual enemies that attack you for whatever reason, I think that's still wrong. I think that still breaks what he said about loving your enemy. Bless them. He said he doesn't he didn't say hate them. He picked up his cross and suffered and walked with it. That's what he did. He didn't attack anybody. He didn't call up I don't know how many angels to burn them all, kill them all, something like that. He didn't do that. He said, I'm paraphrasing. I'm sorry. I don't I'm no expert on Bible. I don't have a good memory. I'm paraphrasing. He said, "Bless them, Father, or forgive them, Father. They know not what they're doing." That's what he said, right? So, how come these so-called Christians all hating each other or hating others? They even hate each other. This is like weird. The whole thing is weird. There's so much hate and anger going on. Um although I think a lot of it in text get amplified. I mean when people typing on a keyboard or something, it gets amplified because you can't actually hear the person. Because I personally have talked to these so-called haters. They aren't that bad. There's there's hate in them, but you can talk to them. I mean, they are they're normal. They're not how to say bat crazy. They're all right if you talk reason with them, talk calmly, listen to them. Some of them want to be listened to actually. And they do have some problems. I I I get it. But hate doesn't solve anything. Anyway, but back back to the subject. These are not Christians. Okay, so all of these can not possibly according to me be on the path to life. Just no way. It's too many either way. I mean, there are too many that are too hateful. There is a lot of others that are not hateful, but I I think they are still kind of on the wrong path. And most of them are trinitarians which to me is wrong. Um I have another podcast where I call myself unitarian for now because I don't actually know a lot about unitarian but I know that God is one. So I I think if you are a trinitarian again I don't think you're a Christian. Honestly I don't think you're a Christian. How can you be a Christian if you believe God is three person? I don't know. Maybe I'm the stupid one, you know. I don't know. But it doesn't make sense to me. God cannot be three. God is one and he's very big on that. So, right there goes a lot of people out of this group that is supposed to be on the path to life. Then we got Unitarians, right? the ones that are like me maybe. So there are still many there are a lot of them unitarians. I recently found out about this word. Actually I didn't know such thing as unitarian but I always said that I don't believe in trinity. I believe that God is one. Yahushua Yeshua is Yahweh's son. He came here to lead us back to Yahweh. And we failed. People failed to understand it. Missed it. I don't know what's happening. They started praying directly to him while he kept saying send glory to God. Send glory to father in heaven. Only father is good. So I I don't know what happened there. It's strange to me. So but back to the subject again. Unitarians are also too many. I think I think there are there is this just one account of Unitarian account on uh social media X formerly Twitter. Uh that account has about I think almost 30,000 followers. Okay. So 30,000 just one account. Okay. So I think 30,000 is still too many to have found path to life. Maybe I don't know. Again, I'm just speculating there. This is just me thinking out loud. I'm not judging anybody. I'm just seeking. So, if you agree with me or disagree with me, it's fine. I'm not trying to convince you. God knows I am not trying to be a shepherd here. I'm not I don't want to lead anyone astray to the wrong hell hole where I'm going. I I don't want that on me. I'm going to hell anyway. I don't want to go deeper. I don't want to dig myself deeper in it. I'm just talking. I'm saying maybe we can seek together this path. That's that's mostly what I'm saying. I'm not judging you if you are a unitarian, trinitarian, whatever. I'm also in the other podcast I called myself a namearian namearian something like that. I made up this word which means I am big on names. original names. I think it's important that we use God's name correctly, his son's name correctly and u the one they call holy spirit or holy ghost or holy breath. I I don't know I understand but I try to use the Hebrew version of it that is holy hakadesh is holy. So I say kind of I kind of say holy twice. Holy ru holy. But I think it's okay. It's a respect thing. So I don't want to remove that extra holy either way. And ru means breath or energy. I don't understand it again. So yeah I'm a namearian or nitarian as well. But we can all be friends. We don't need to hate each other or fight. So I was almost forgetting what I was going to talk about. So here is my key point about this subject. I was getting to the point of what was I talking about? This is interesting. See, I'm not a professional podcaster or anything. I don't have a script. I'm more like this little person in your ear sitting chilling with you, drinking coffee, drinking tea, drinking milk, drinking water, and keeping you company like a radio talk show basically, not the actual podcast about some subject where we discuss things. It's okay to forget the subject all together and then get back to it. So anyway, back to point here. Um I think also that we shouldn't push our beliefs to others because how do you know you are right? Okay, if a unitarian goes into the trinitarian circle, hey, you're all wrong. I'm right. God is one, not three. or a trinitarian pushes into the unitarian group and say, "Hey, God is three in one. You're wrong. I'm right." Either way, I don't think it's nice. I mean, I get it. You want to talk about your belief and perhaps convert to convince people. But I don't think we should do that. Honestly, I don't think so. I'm not Bible expert. Some people say, "No, the Bible says do it this way or that way." Fine, that's your belief. But it's my belief there. I don't think we should do that because whatever belief you have can be wrong, can't be right. 50/50 chance. Even if you absolutely know every word of the Bible, there's no way we can fully understand this. Also, it's translation from translation from mouth to word of this and things change. We don't know. We could all be wrong. Who knows? Nobody. So, what if you are saying, "Hey, be a trinitarian, but you're actually wrong and drag another person with you down." Or what if you're a Unitarian and make somebody else from Trinitarian to Unitarian and then drag that person down because you were wrong. It's, you know, it's difficult. It's a big responsibility to be a shepherd. You can't just pick up and be, "Hey, I'm a shepherd. Follow me. Follow you." Well, how do we know you're right? I don't know. I certainly don't know if I'm right. I just talk and I'm actually scared if people start to following me. I used to have a bigger account, not super massive account, but a goodsized account. and I deleted it. Well, I removed all followers from it. It took me long time because it was thousands. I retire manually remove one. But um because it was I I don't know. That's just the thing I did. So here I am starting again, but I'm getting nervous. What if people start to follow me and such? Thankfully, I don't think X likes my podcast or myself or my post because I don't actually get a lot of views. So, I don't know. So, either way, my point is u don't see me as a shepherd. Don't see me as some kind of leader. I don't know. I'm searching just like you. Okay? I am saying come come on board. Let's search together. Let's seek seek together. If you agree with me or if you disagree with it, either way is fine. We can still be friends. Walk together and look about see where we end up what we will find. But so far I'm sorry to say but I don't think there are a lot of Christians on earth actually because most of the Christians I see they are very hateful or doing it wrong or like have idols like crosses. I I see crosses as absolute idols that they they use it to pray and such and it really bothers me. No offense to Catholics and others that use curses. No, again, no offense to anybody, but I personally see them as idols. So, but if you like to use it, fine. It's it's your thing. Use it. I don't know. But, uh I I can't see such acts as a Christian act and hating people that's not Christian either. That's why I say so people ask me what are you? Who are you? What are you? I used to say like this. I'm too Jewish to be Christian and too Christian to be a Jew. This is like a difficult thing. And honestly, I can't see myself either way because I'm not worthy of it. I mean, who am I to say I'm following the anointed one? The Christ that use the ano the Christ means the anointed one. So who am I to say that I am full of hate myself? I struggle with hate. I mean I look nasty to people that suddenly they do something I dislike instead of calming down and be loving. So it's a struggle. I'm a sinner. So how can I be so arrogant to call yes I'm a Christian. I'm a follower of Yahushua Yeshua the anointed one. No thank you. I I can't say that. I would like to be. I'm trying to be. I'm trying to understand it. I'm trying to find myself and my way to him and from him to Yahweh, God in heaven. I used to pray directly to Yahweh. I still do, but then I read a bit about Yahushua New Testament. I was a little big on the Old Testament. So I I'm kind of trying to understand the New Testament as well, but I still believe that we should always directly pray pray to Yahweh because he is God. Yahushua Yeshua, he said, "Ask from father anything in my name and it will be given to you and he will do it for you." I mean I think that he means that Yahushua Yeshua does it for you. So that's what I do. I pray to Yahweh, but I ask from Yahweh in Yahweh's name and also in his son's name, Yahushua Yeshua, the person, please heal me, please help me. And uh honestly, praying is scary. I mean, I'm a sinner and going to God uh talking with God directly is a scary thing. I never actually realized it before that it's it's very scary especially I do pray alone in a room and recently I find it scary because I'm thinking me as dirty sinner and I'm going to God calling God's name and asking things of him and even now I'm kind of getting emotional because of it because it does scare It is scary. He is God. Okay? He He sends me to hell. He judges me and he I have no secrets from him. I mean he knows everything. I mean he you can't hide anything from God. So he knows my sins, my arrogance, my ego, every little thing. He knows it. And then I go to him trying to be, you know, like here I am God. I'm praying to you. But really, I don't think my heart is that pure. So, it's scary thing and I get scared because I'm pretty sure I'm a big disappointment to him. And uh yes, so I struggle with sin just like many others, most others I guess. I mean, I guess we all sin. I'm not judging anybody. I'm really trying to be not judgmental. I used to be a lot judgmental, which is funny and ironic because I'm really good at it. I'm really good at being judgmental. See, I'm a very bad sinner. Very big sinner. I'm extremely good at being judgmental. So, I'm trying to change my ways to be more not judgmental. Even though I can see negative things, according to me, negative things and I can judge people. Hey, do this and do that. I'm good at noticing these things. And people sometimes see it as judging, but uh really I'm not always judging. I'm just I don't know what's with me. I talk about negative things to people that hey, you're doing something wrong in my opinion. Maybe this way and that way and they they find it judgmental. So I'm trying to cut cut back on that a bit. So back to the I don't know what the main subject was. Oh, the main subject was if you want to be a Christian, you have to try at least to follow Yahushua Yeshua's words and commandments and things he said. And the biggest thing as far as I know is I think that to love each other, love your even love your enemy because he said again I'm paraphrasing next time maybe I will open the Bible but now I'm paraphrasing. He said even what's the point if you're loving to your own brother or your own friends? That's that's no, you know, nice. That's good. But like, hey, you didn't do a big job. But if you're loving to somebody who actually is your enemy to hate who somebody who hates you, that's a bigger job. That's that's how you change, how you become better. And I really personally believe that the more powerful we become, the more loving we become. I I think hate is a weakness. It shows weaknesses. It shows fear. And Yahushua Yeshua, he was extremely obviously powerful. God raised him from the dead and he gives him authority and he is, you know, extremely powerful. And what does he do? How is he? He's extremely loving because he's powerful. He doesn't need the hate. So we got to get rid of the hate. In another podcast I was saying in a way none of us are human. So we get born here into this animal flesh. Um we are trying to become human and to become human requires a lot of work. And one of the extreme hard things to do is to become loving, not hating. And that I think puts us on the right path towards becoming human. Even I mean everybody thinks, "Yeah, I'm human. I'm here." No, really not. You're mostly animals and animals are like actually funny thing, animals are not that hateful. So, you know, that's that. That was for me this episode. I hope I didn't offend anybody. I'm sorry if I offended you. I don't mean to offend. I don't mean to judge. I'm just talking and you're just listening. Keep each other company. Thank you and goodbye.