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I guess I'm considered a unitarian uh versus the more how to say normal ones, trinitarians where they believe uh God is three person in one. Personally, it doesn't make at all sense to me. Anyway, it does make sense. I mean uh holy spirit or holy ghost or holy breath but I use holy ru aadesh um I I guess we could see as a as god's part of god's wisdom or energy or light or guidance perhaps I don't think holy raesh is a person per se like an actual separate person, but really I don't know. I don't think anybody knows. Um, but I don't believe personally that Yahosua or Yeshua that most people call Jesus. I don't believe he is Yahweh, God. I use Yahweh, his name. Blessed be his holy name. So I don't think they are the same person one and I mean Yahushua Yeshua clearly says he is the son. There's a lot of verses where it's reaffirmed that he is the son and he does the will of the father. But I don't understand why people say that he is God himself. It doesn't make sense to me. No matter how I think of it, don't try to understand it. God doesn't sit on his own right side of self. I mean, uh, isn't Yahosua Yeshua sitting on the right side of God's throne? So, how can God sit on the right side of himself? That just here it doesn't make any sense. And I think I was watching a podcast on YouTube that uh that was interesting. He was uh reading the Greek texts and where Yahushua Yeshua says before I think Abraham he was something like that. By the way, I'm paraphrasing. I'm no Bible expert or anything like that and my memory isn't the best. So no offense to God and Yoshua Yeshua or Holy Raadesh or Trinitarians or other Christians. No offense. I'm just talking my own thing here, my own belief. So I think uh the podcast was saying yeah uh what Yahushua Yeshua means is his name was there be all before not himself like but again I don't know like it's very unclear everything is very unclear and then there are these verses that are translated wrongly and stuff added to the Bible that was actually never in the original Greek texts. Just that is just so strange. And the stuff that's added is kind of sort of more supporting the trinitarian view, which makes me even more doubt the trinitarian view because hey, you can't just add stuff to the Bible just because you feel like it. That that doesn't make sense to me. The original text should remain. Don't touch it. Even the translations are really difficult to find a good translation. I use ISR Bible myself. Um it's called Institute uh for Bible research something like that. See, I'm so bad and memory. My memory is so bad. I don't even remember the exact name of the Bible I used. But this Bible uh uses original names as Yahweh and Yahushua, Yeshua. So it's it makes me feel comfortable reading it more comfortable than where they remove his name and using the Lord. The Lord is a title and it's very confusing like in Exodus Yah Exodus Yahweh says I am Yahweh for example again paraphrasing I don't remember the exact wording he isn't saying I am Lord or something like that he specifically says his name and he's very big on that as far as I can understand he's big on his name it's I mean it's his character it's his identity as God. It's God's name, Yahweh. We must not forget Yahweh. Um, and I researched how to even pronounce Yahweh. And it's difficult. Some people say Yahoo Yahwa and stuff like that. I I don't think it's correct. As far as I I understand, seems Yahweh is the most probable version. So, I use that one. But the Yhovah that they use is actually a misunderstanding, an error. It's kind of sort of a nonsense madeup word in a way because and you can research this yourselves uh in the original text they they used uh the word Adonai the vowels of it I think it's called the vowels they put them mixed up with Yahweh with the tetra grammaton this is to remind the reader that they should not use or pronounce Yahweh, that they should use Adonai instead. And it seems like English speaking uh people read that and they uh by mistake says say Yhovah and that's a mistake. That's that's not that's not even a word. It's just a how to say a guidance for the reader to not say the word. You're not supposed to mix up mix adonai with the tetra grammaton and make up your own word. That's just very very not right in my opinion. As far as I can tell, this is what happens when um you read text wrong and then you get things wrong. Either way, I don't believe Yahushua Yeshua is God himself, but he's son of God. Of course, he is given authority and powers and he was rised from the dead by father, by God. God forgive me. I don't even know if Yahweh is my father. I mean, I call him my father, but you know, I am a sinner. It's you have to be very pure I guess. I mean I I can't compare myself to Yahosua. I mean his actual son. So I mean he is our father prayfully. I would like him to be I but I'm like I am in no way worthy of him being my father because I I don't honestly know if he would accept me. I'm a sinner as all people. I guess I have problems and I struggle with flesh. Sins of the flesh I guess and sins of the mind. Oo that's a big subject in itself. I mean we all have these drawers and uh yeah so I'm a I guess I'm a unitarian in a way. I I'm not trinitarian at all. But also it's uh I think unitarians are kind of big too. I mean there are many of them and in Matthew it's it is said that uh the again paraphrasing that the path to life is narrow and few find it. Few few find it. That's the key word here. Few find it. So I'm not sure if actually I'm anywhere close to that path to life. So I'm I'm trying I'm seeking I'm trying to understand but I'm nothing. I'm no one. I'm not a prophet. I I don't know anything. Just a sinner. Definitely not an alien. No, no, no, no, no. I am right from this place. I did not land here with a spaceship. Crashed, took a wrong turn and all that. Kind of weird, huh? Yeah. No. Yes, sure. Anyway, yeah, I'm fully human. I think maybe actually a real alien would say that. Oh, believe me, I'm a human. and he would have problem with human languages just as I have. I don't actually know what my language is. I speak several and none of them I speak good. So it's confusing. It's difficult talking as a human. I guess uh thinking is much faster. I guess I'm used to telepathy or something like that. So back to my main subject. Yeah, I'm probably a unitarian at this point. But uh also I'm how maybe I will make up a new word here namearian which means I'm very big on names. I think names are important. So uh I was talking to a unitarian on X uh formerly known as Twitter and I was telling him he uses Yahweh but u he doesn't use Yahushua or Yeshua he uses Jesus. And I said how come you use Yahweh but you don't use Yeshua or Yahushua. He said, "But it shocks people or something like that to to see a new new word they never have seen before or understood." And I disagree with him because in a sense, in a way, he is doing the same that they did in the Bible translation. They removed the word God for their reasons. Oh, it's too important to sacred to to say to use Yahweh. It is sacred and most important, but you shouldn't remove it. Who are you to remove his name? It's it's him who decides. So, I think this is a similar situation. Just because the word is, oh my god, they didn't hear it before, they will freak out. They will panic. So, what then? Let them go. I mean, are you looking to be popular or get followers or are you looking to speak your truth? I speak my truth and obviously I got like eight followers. God knows if they are even real actually. Yeah, one of them definitely is real. I talked to him personally on live spaces. So that's fine. So I guess I maybe have at least one follower. So yeah, I don't think we should hide the names. That's uh that's that's strange to me. But I do have another podcast podcast about the name. So I'm not going to repeat that one again. So back to my thing. I'm a unitarian I guess and name itarian namearian something like that. But actually I don't know a lot about unitarians. So, so far I'm just saying yeah I'm a unitarian in a way because I I believe God is one but maybe unitarians have things that I won't agree with either. So I I don't actually know much about them. I have not researched the this kind of new but so far at least in that subject in this point on this point they are I I agree with them. It's a very messy podcast I guess because I'm walking outside. Hopefully the microphone will not pick up a lot of wind this time. I don't know if my voice is clear enough actually, but my podcasts are not even uh some kind of professional podcast. I'm like a friend, you know, talking, keeping you company. That's more more of a radio talk show, I guess. It's not a podcast per se, like officially I'm going to talk about this subject or that subject. I just talk. If you're lonely or alone or bored or just looking for trouble, tune in, listen to me, and yeah, waste your time with me, together with me. And please reply to me on X, uh, message me. It's okay. You're all welcome. And if you want to do a live uh live spaces together with voice, I'm up for it. If you have a discussion or you want to argue with me about something, that's fine, too. So anyway, that's for that's it for this episode, I guess, which I will call it. I'm a Unitarian for now. Thank you and goodbye.